Here to Stay: Finding Strength in God Through Life’s Setbacks

Life has felt heavy lately — like I’ve been walking through a storm without an umbrella. Every step forward has come with resistance, and just when I thought I could catch my breath, another wave rolled in. The hardest blow came when my website, a space I had poured my heart into, was completely wiped off the internet. Whether it was a hacker’s malice or a simple user error, the outcome was the same: everything was gone.  

In that moment, I felt defeated. The enemy whispered lies of failure and discouragement, hoping I would believe that this setback was permanent. Satan wanted me to see this loss as a reason to quit, to walk away from the calling God placed on my life. But even in the wreckage, I could sense the gentle presence of the Lord, reminding me that He works all things for good.   

I won’t pretend it was easy to shift my perspective. It hurt to see my work vanish. But God, in His faithfulness, lifted my eyes to see beyond the temporary loss. He reminded me that this platform was never about me — it was always for His glory. If rebuilding it from scratch means creating something even more impactful, then I will gladly pick up the pieces, trusting that He is guiding my hands.  

The enemy may have tried to use this situation to knock me down, but all he did was give me a stronger resolve. I am building back, not just to restore what was lost, but to create something even better — a place where God’s love, grace, and truth can reach hearts in need. It may take time, and I know there will be moments of frustration, but I am here to stay.  

If you’re facing a season of loss or frustration, know this: God is not finished with your story. What the enemy intends for harm, God can use for His glory.  Sometimes the rebuilding process is where we encounter God most intimately, learning to lean on His strength rather than our own.  

So, I move forward with hope, believing that every word I write, every piece I create, will be a testimony to God’s goodness.  When this new version of my website stands, it will be a beacon of light, a reminder that no setback can outshine the victory we have in Christ.  

I’m not giving up. I’m pressing on and I can’t wait to see what God does next!